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Alone at Starbucks Sency
So here I am, alone at Starbucks Senayan City.
I was actually going for a night out with a friend, but she bailed on me cos she’s sick. She only forgets to mention it half an hour sooner so I wouldn’t already be on my way here.
Anyway, I decided to make the most of it, no matter what happens. Hehe. I just went to Starbucks instead of Soho and treat myself a Grande Caramel Macchiato.. for half price.
Great deal, huh?! 
I got good coffee and only paid half of it cos I brought my own tumbler. The moral of this promotion is, the less you use paper coffee cups, the less damage you cause the environment. And Starbucks is willing to reward our good will, along with reducing their costs on cups of course.
So long, wish you can join me later.
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Disappointment
Disappointment comes in so many forms. It happens when you found out you didn’t get the job you always wanted. Or when your scholarship application didn’t get through. It also comes when you decided to meet someone you just met online the day before and realized that he’s not good looking, or he doesn’t think you’re good looking, or you two got lost in translation and spent all night not talking. Disappointment also comes when you realized that he’s just not that in to you, or he thinks that you’re annoying, or he doesn’t have the mood talking to you, or he just doesn’t respond even if you’ve thrown yourself at him.
When that happens, you are entitled to feel insecure, defeated, or somewhat furious. Just take a deep breath, get away from your computer screen for a while. Close your eyes. Calm yourself. Do not get back online. Get to your phone. Erase all his messages he sent, you sent to him, his number, his call logs. Do not stealth on his yahoo, it never turns out well for you.
Just remember all the things why he is so wrong for you in so many levels. Seriously, you don’t want to end up with this guy. Find yourself another obsession. Kill your time. If you have work to do, make sure that most of the time, it’s work all the time.
Don’t let this guy consumes you. So he didn’t catch your bait, just suck it in. There are a lot of other fishes in the sea. Leave in style, never reach him again. You deserve the world, and he’s not in it.
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Tags: Disappointment, Life, Moving on, Obsession
I made u upset?!
I said u look older than I remember.. and that made u upset? And not just a one minute upset, but two days upset?? with some drinking scenes?! I cannot believe this. Ur not Benjamin Button who gets younger as years gone by!!!
Do I not have the right to get upset too when I found out that u lied to me about ur age? Fine, it’s only one year and yes, ur still younger than what I had once. But still, where’s the honesty? If only u’d have been honest to me, I’d be just fine with it. And u didn’t admit that u lied to me or maybe u just forget ur own age. I know I wouldn’t forget mine.
What do u want to do now? Seriously, maybe we should take a break.
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Seriously, it hurts
Do u know what’s actually harder for me than deciding which job is best for me when i have two job offers? It’s deciding what to do with my love life right now. I’m doomed. Real doomed.
God, please help me. I don’t want to hurt anyone.
Although I know I’m already hurt in the process.
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I feel sad right now
And it’s all because of u.
Don’t want to talk to u for a while.
Take care.
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Tags: sad
I’m sorry honey..
I know I’ve let u down.. I feel very stupid and ashamed of myself.
I understand if u hate me and don’t look at me at the same way u did anymore.
I just wish u could have told me that everything is gonna be alright and I shouldn’t worry about anything.
Right now I don’t have the face to talk to u and look u in the eye.
I’m sorry.
Jeg elsker dig.
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Tags: sorry
I’m still upset
Yes, that’s the truth.
I wanted to shout it out loud at u at times when it just happened, but u said those words that hurt so much and then u just left. When we met the next day, u didn’t mention anything about the night before and then left again after 10 words or so. Couldn’t bother to let me speak my mind, could u?
Do u have any idea what I’ve gone through for just an hour or two talking to u? Never mind, I’m not willing to share anyway.
I’m gonna save all that self blaming and pitying myself, acting like I’m the one who is guilty.
I’m still upset, and I’m gonna let u know about it. Later today when I see u.
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The Most Miserable Thing
is definitely waiting.
I spent this whole weekend, like an idiot, waiting. Seriously, I just don’t know who to blame here, cos I don’t have a clue. These people always show up at times when I’m not around. Putting my hopes up that they’ll show up again the next day or the next day after the next day.
Oh, so very frustrating.
I still haven’t decided whether me not yet have the occurence to get to talk to any of them again is a good thing or a bad thing.
Whatever. So be it.
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Tags: waiting
About 9/11/2001
It’s a tragedy of humanity.
No other words.
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Tags: 9/11/2001, tragedy
Okay, I got several:
Strawberry Cheesecake
Green Tea
Jamoca Almond Fudge
Mint Chocolate Chip
Pistachio Almond — (this one reminds me of Eric)
Any handpacked deliveries are very much welcomed.
Hehe.
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Tags: baskin robbins, ice cream
