Archive for the 'Life' Category

Change

28Oct09

I don’t like change. Change is not good. Especially change that is not initiated by me.
People say change brings a breath of fresh air. But not for me. I like status quo.
Like how u have changed. When u walked one step away from me, I have runned three miles away from u.
That is how much [...]


A day for a day.


Don’t you even dare to think about it.
Don’t. Stop it. Just don’t.
No, don’t even bring it up. Please. You know you’ll regret it.
Don’t.
Don’t.


Everyday, every minute, every second. I’m so tired, can’t you see? I wish everything could go to the way it used to be. This thing being non-existent. It’s supposed to be easy. Why is it so hard? God, please help me. I can’t sink lower. I can’t go deeper. Stop this right now. Oh distraction, [...]


Welcome Back!

28Jun09

Welcome back to my life, sayang! You’ve gone quite a while. What a nice surprise. Wonder what’s in your store for me this time..


I made the stupidest mistake two days ago, talking about what I know could never ever be mentioned in this thing I’m in. Stupid, stupid. I don’t wanna talk about it with with anyone, cos any of them would probably say, I told you so.
Now I have to live with the consequences. I cannot take [...]


What a month!

17Jun09

Finally I can see half of my bed without anything lying on top of it but my two pillows. You guys who really know me probably already have a clue on how tough this last one month has been on my life. Really really adventurous if I must say. And definitely not something that I [...]


Isn’t it a wonder how as a human being, you realize that as life goes on, you compromise? All the limits you set, all the boundaries you made, all shift or even gone completely.
The kind of person that I have become, or in the making, is definitely not someone that I would ever thought I’d [...]


So here I am, alone at Starbucks Senayan City.
I was actually going for a night out with a friend, but she bailed on me cos she’s sick. She only forgets to mention it half an hour sooner so I wouldn’t already be on my way here.
Anyway, I decided to make the most of it, no [...]


Disappointment

12May09

Disappointment comes in so many forms. It happens when you found out you didn’t get the job you always wanted. Or when your scholarship application didn’t get through. It also comes when you decided to meet someone you just met online the day before and realized that he’s not good looking, or he doesn’t think [...]